Not to say that I don’t feel bad for her. But look at the evidence. She lies around all day and no one suspects a thing. It’s not fair.

Tete’s been outside all day again. She’s still really heartbroken about what happened with Billy of course. Everyone is being really nice to her about it, even though, you know, she jumped into bed with someone who couldn’t be trusted which was a big mistake, and then let him get her back onto drugs.
No one [...]

Okay, this might sound absolutely crazy but, is there any chance do you think that someone on the bus might be behind it? I don’t know. Everyone here seems to hate my guts, Dieter’s been pretty bloody blasé about the whole thing, and Tete is just being Little Miss Tragedy, everyone is so sympathetic to [...]

By the way David Hampton’s ####### blog is the last thing I need right now. “Tete is a druggie, Emma is twofaced, hahaha Claire is a liar.”
Yeah, brilliant. Nice work, you absolutely horrible evil person/people.

Okay. Something insane ended up happening at Notting Hill Carnival. Remember this?. Turns out Tete is back on drugs, and me and Dieter found her in the middle of having an overdose!! Oh dear Jesus. What has happened to people that they have to do this to themselves just to get through the day? Why [...]

Tete is still behaving very strangely. She’s lying in bed looking totally zonked. I don’t know if she’s maybe heartbroken from being away from Billy or if it’s something else.
I had this scary thought earlier today and I would normally never say anything like this but what if she is on drugs? I don’t know [...]

Speaking of people not getting hammered, I’m a bit worried about Tete. I notice she seems sort of out of it all the time and especially since Billy left it’s more noticeable. I’d say she was on something if I didn’t know that she doesn’t take drugs and hardly drinks because of her past. [...]

Just found out about the next task – organising a massive party ourselves, getting drinks promotions and people to play and everything. From really rubbish tasks to really challenging ones all of a sudden! Only thing is, Billy’s not allowed to come. Tete is going to be gutted… she never does anything without him anymore.

Aaaarrrggggh guess what!! After all my panic and sitting in the bus all the way back to London with a massive knot in my stomach, convinced that we had blown it and they were going to expel us from the show…they come back and tell us that we’re off to CROATIA for the next festival! [...]

David Hampton strikes again… poor Tete. At least I’m not alone. But those pictures are awful. Really, dreadful. The thing is, and this might sound a bit twighlight zone-ish but whoever sent out those photos in the first place must be on the bus, right? I have an idea…watch this space