Dieter wouldn’t do these awful things, would he? It’s true that he hasn’t had the slightest thing go wrong for him. Kian thinks it’s Dieter for sure, you can just tell. Emma’s defending him to the hilt because she is sleeping with him. I don’t think he’s that bad – I’ve always liked Dieter, rather [...]

Emma has finally been struck a blow but it’s different to everyone else… Jude spilled something boiling on her face and now she has really big ugly scarring across half her beautiful face! Someone as image-obsessed as her is obviously gutted and I feel awful for her. Was it an accident? I don’t even know. [...]

Well turns out Emma and Dieter have started a relationship. Woop dee doo. I couldn’t care less. They both seem to hate me anyway. For all I know they could have planned this from the start, both of them, orchestrating the whole thing for their amusement. I mean you notice how nothing dirty has come [...]

By the way David Hampton’s ####### blog is the last thing I need right now. “Tete is a druggie, Emma is twofaced, hahaha Claire is a liar.”
Yeah, brilliant. Nice work, you absolutely horrible evil person/people.

Found Emma crying earlier after some random girl was chatting to her. I have no idea what’s going on (as usual). I wish I could help in some way, I hate seeing people upset even if they have been calling me GodSquad again. Sigh.

So, my big 19th birthday yesterday ended up not being very good at all. Everyone promised that we would do something for it but most of them were really hungover from the party on Thursday night and just wanted to lounge around. And they said that we’d do something today but everyone has forgotten I [...]

Hmm Emma is being a drama queen because I put one picture up (below) where she isn’t posing like a beauty queen, she’s just having fun and being silly!
Anyway check out these pictures of Croatia on fbook, already making me nostalgic for happier times…

For my cousins birthday party, this looks really like the cake I made. Feeling all nostalgic now. Stupid tasks.

All systems are go – serious planning chaos here. Tried to come up with an idea for a cool ‘signature’ cocktail with Emm earlier but couldn’t think of anything remotely interesting. I don’t really know alcohol enough. (Later on she snapped at me for trying to motivate people. Trying not to let it bother [...]

Aaaarrrggggh guess what!! After all my panic and sitting in the bus all the way back to London with a massive knot in my stomach, convinced that we had blown it and they were going to expel us from the show…they come back and tell us that we’re off to CROATIA for the next festival! [...]