Okay, this might sound absolutely crazy but, is there any chance do you think that someone on the bus might be behind it? I don’t know. Everyone here seems to hate my guts, Dieter’s been pretty bloody blasé about the whole thing, and Tete is just being Little Miss Tragedy, everyone is so sympathetic to [...]

Tete is still behaving very strangely. She’s lying in bed looking totally zonked. I don’t know if she’s maybe heartbroken from being away from Billy or if it’s something else.
I had this scary thought earlier today and I would normally never say anything like this but what if she is on drugs? I don’t know [...]

Speaking of people not getting hammered, I’m a bit worried about Tete. I notice she seems sort of out of it all the time and especially since Billy left it’s more noticeable. I’d say she was on something if I didn’t know that she doesn’t take drugs and hardly drinks because of her past. [...]

Just found out about the next task – organising a massive party ourselves, getting drinks promotions and people to play and everything. From really rubbish tasks to really challenging ones all of a sudden! Only thing is, Billy’s not allowed to come. Tete is going to be gutted… she never does anything without him anymore.

Aaaarrrggggh guess what!! After all my panic and sitting in the bus all the way back to London with a massive knot in my stomach, convinced that we had blown it and they were going to expel us from the show…they come back and tell us that we’re off to CROATIA for the next festival! [...]

David Hampton strikes again… poor Tete. At least I’m not alone. But those pictures are awful. Really, dreadful. The thing is, and this might sound a bit twighlight zone-ish but whoever sent out those photos in the first place must be on the bus, right? I have an idea…watch this space

Ooookaaaay….Tete’s just gone to bed with someone we only just met. I’m not being judgemental or anything, but I hope everything is going to be alright, I’d be really worried about her if I didn’t think Billy was a nice enough guy. It’s probably all fine, I just don’t want anyone to do anything they [...]

Ladies and Gentlemen, we have toilet paper!!! A wonderful solution to another pointless ‘doing without’ style task again. Thank you Billy, wherever you came from…