Hell
This time last week it was my 19th birthday and since then I’ve lost the love of my life, destroyed my family’s beliefs in me, realised I can’t trust anyone, seen a real life OD happen to someone I know, watched Kian’s face as he realised something he’d been letting eat him alive for years was exposed and he’s probably going to go to prison. Am I being tested here. Is God showing me hell so that I’ll remember what heaven is? Maybe all this partying and late nights and drink and drugs…maybe it is a kind of hell. The bible hardly says ‘thou shalt go on one long party all summer’ does it? Oh Lord, what have I put myself into?
But I must stay strong and I must find out who is behind all this. Someone is going out of their way to slowly torture and destroy us. I need to know who and I need to know why.
