Tete’s overdose
Okay. Something insane ended up happening at Notting Hill Carnival. Remember this?. Turns out Tete is back on drugs, and me and Dieter found her in the middle of having an overdose!! Oh dear Jesus. What has happened to people that they have to do this to themselves just to get through the day? Why do people become addicts?? Why can’t they just realise that they’re ruining their lives and get help?
Thank God I was even there; imagine if I wasn’t.This has to be the most shocking, horrible thing I have ever seen in my life. I feel sick, I feel deeply shaken. Even as I am writing my hands are shaking. Oh God I can’t even think about it.
And here’s the MASSIVE part: she told us Billy left her, as he was a spy (or something) for David Hampton (that awful blogger man) who was paid to get her back on drugs and make her fall in love with him. I think my heart is breaking for her too… but what on earth is going on? We all think that David Hampton is the producers of this show but, seriously,I dunno if the producers could be this awful. Who’s behind this??
Her OD is the worst thing I’ve ever seen in my life. It’s so screwed up. How stupid can you be to inject poison into your veins like that? We all know she had a horrific struggle to get clean, how can you just go back to something so evil like that, even for someone who you ‘love’ (even though you just met them)? So stupid!
It’s the same for the whole group, wanting to get drunk the whole time, it’s just like being back in school. This is what happens when you’re not careful, when you give up on looking after yourself. You only have one body!
Ugh. Poor Tete. I hope she knows that we’re all here for her no matter what though. I just hope she learns this time. It could well have been her last.
