oh my head
Well! I have to say last night was completely what I needed!! 
To be completely honest, I think I finally relaxed for the first time since this whole thing started! How crazy is that? Tete and Emma spent ages gaving me a makeover, after they locked out Jude in his towel in the hallway. I nearly died laughing, I swear my stomach still hurts from it. Anyway they did all this weird stuff with makeup and my hair and everyone said I looked pretty which was such a confidence boost. (I’ll send you a pic J! xx)
And despite everything, I have to say I had a genuinely fantastic night out, met a couple of really interesting people, spent ages talking about beliefs of all things, so it was really quite intellectual!
Completely knackered now don’t think I’ve ever been this exhausted, going back to bed
